Call to the Lord

Here I lay on the ground,in a way i bite the dust.
Another prey in the crowd,fell for greed n fell for lust.
When I say i'm alive I just meen I own some breath.
But I die when I live coz I live in fear of death.
Falling could numb me, but I lie too low to fall anymore.
Saturated with pains I finally find guilt hard to ignore.

Coz I earned gold but never its lust.
Built my grave on the blocks of mistrust.
My heart's pushing blood through the coagulated crust.
But I'm a corpse now,just spit at with disgust.

I yell in vain,just silence hears n echos reply.
Silence sniggers,echoes say i deserve to die.
I turn to you,I finally turn though I know its too late.
Would you lay your hand and bless me with will to change my fate?
I feel your smile around,cuz my question's got its answer within.
Realisation is all and the only simple cure to the sin..
I've learned my bit and i feel so alive.
Good christ you guided me,I just got a life....


amen..